So sad

Well. Things are getting worse i guess. I know it was my fault, maybe I kept doing the same mistakes. But you,you. Please tell me what's really going on now dear.  I can't get you out of my mind. And I really love you. How many time should I tell you ?  If you wanna let me go, just tell me so. But don't be disappeared , seems like you running away from me, seems like you hiding something behind me.  I miss you so bad. Hiks. Hiks.