i'm back

hey there. it's been a while since i last updated my blog.
i missed the moment like this , here writing and sharing something with you all out there.
i was so busy with my new interest such as photography and videography :p
by the way i was upload a new video to my youtube channel.
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B10-11

Uh well. It was a horrible night yesterday but in the next morning i saved the day.
I tried to convince her about my feeling, i tried to cheer her up.
In the end, we both start it all over again. Thank God for all these problems :)

The sooner it happen, the sooner i have you in my life.
Life's never flat.

She's gorgeous,cute,funny but she's kinda temperament.
Hopefully i can change her much better.

Still still still the road is long. I must make my fastest move. To change and prepare for everything.

Tears of Happiness

When you're facing something hard,
sometimes you may cry for uncertain reasons.

Life's unpredictable,
it could brings you high and sometimes brings you down and you barely can holding on.


It's common thing to cry. The reasons may be vary.
We are not the perfect human that will always be strong all the time.
It's okay when your teardrop is about to fall. You'll find the happiness afterward, as always.

To be and no to be with you is a choice.
I had so many reasons to be with you.
Shadow of your love enlightened my day.

So sad

Well. Things are getting worse i guess. I know it was my fault, maybe I kept doing the same mistakes. But you,you. Please tell me what's really going on now dear.  I can't get you out of my mind. And I really love you. How many time should I tell you ?  If you wanna let me go, just tell me so. But don't be disappeared , seems like you running away from me, seems like you hiding something behind me.  I miss you so bad. Hiks. Hiks. 

Rosh

Give my love to Rose please won't you mister

Take her all my money, tell her to buy some pretty clothes

Tell my boy his daddy's so proud of him

And don't forget to give my love to Rose

Do your love exist ?

Q : Love, Where are you ?
A : Find me, i'll be everywhere you are.


2mins walking
Q : Love, I didn't see you. Show up soon
A : I was there , your every footstep


2hours walking
Q : Love,i'm tired. Will you show up and drive me home
A : mmm....




Love is invisible and touchless. 

M-Tee

Well. Now im feeling so empty. Yesterday you made me laugh, made me smile. Now you seems don't care about me. But well , you are not my girl. Can't expect too much. You are the reason why i'm writing here. The letter can't fix the problem at all. At least, i tried to tell my feeling.  I'm abit jealous with him, you told him everything, about your happiness and sorrow, i know he's my best friend. If you will be with him, i can't do anything, i'll pray the best for you two. You two are my best friend.

I really love you , this feeling always comes and gone ,have no idea. Is it called a true love ? or just another random love ? We'll see. 

Eyes

  Love, I see you soon...

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And if you feel the fading of the light
 And you're too weak to carry on the fight,  
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared,  
I'll be here, not gone, forever, holding on, Oh,

Dudu Dadam

Frankly speaking, i don't know what i'm feeling right now. These days was so blue, just the shadow of you, Huh, I'm about to letting you go Again and Again, I thought i was wrongly passionate. But again, i love you. The feeling i am about to bury a year-long , maybe it will be still completely yours. Your eyes are so comforting me. I love you. I wanna live my life.

It's YOU. Yess It's Youu. Yeah

You... I don't know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

Patriot Moral Prematur

Tercium bau busuk dari relevansi parodi perbaikan moral

Diperlihara sebagai parasit…Hamba setia pelayan tahta tirani

Mereka kongegrasi agen bencana

Terdidik untuk perang barisan raga tak berodak

(mereka) terjerat kebodohan mengkristal

Ini semiotika anjing rabies , menyerang tanpa pikir panjang

Dahaga darah , menggogroti rasa aman yang sekarat

Hiduplah! Hukum rimba !

Inkarnasi , kultur barbar ketimuran …hanya bernyali saat berkoloni

Gila pahala nurani mati rasa

Lapar kuasa yang tak sejalan menjadi lawan

Atas nama kebaikan premanisme halal

Wacana moral selalu omong kosong ! wacana moral omong kosong!

Pelabelan halal dan haram ! sudut pandang yang dangkal !

Merampas hak yang tak sejalan ! dibabtis menjadi lawan !

Laaaawaaaannn! …KITA ADALAH LAWAN !

Kecemasan kita nikmatin ! dikhianati negeri sendiri

Punah sudah rasa percaya ..terkikis rasa kecewa

PATRIOT MORAL PREMATUR …HEROISME SAMPAH MASYARAKAT !

Belenggu ruang gerak dalam demokrasi

Rasa aman sekarat …tersodomi parang halal

Keadilan utopis kongkret

TAHTA TIRANI HARUS MATI !

Blair

Have a sec , sit back and listen to this great song .
Bring you a lot of memory , sometimes a good memory but sometimes not.
Be thankfully , everything was passed.
Storm will come soon, if you stay with me, you will be harmless, i will be your shield and guardian, be with you when first tear drop falls

April fool ? hmm, not completed

My (new) beloved friend

Well.  I went visit friend of my friend in hospital a couple days ago. He was just fell off from his motorcycle. And something happened on him. He barely walking as usual, i guess it was my first talk with him. He was actually a good young man,the 30-mins talk with him was very nice. I could feel his sorrow from his eyes when we both talking. Hope i could ease up his sorrow

God , please heal him, Immanuel :)

Blissful

What a be nice to have you in my life. For real.
Life feels short when we don't have the one we loved beside us.
The one who wait us for going home.
All the pains seems go away.
Only joy and happiness remains

Not afraid

When you were young and on your own
How did it feel to be alone?
I was always thinking of games that I was playing.
Trying to make the best of my time.

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart?

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Someone should call him and see if he can come out.
Try to lose the down that he's found.

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart?

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Yes, only love can break your heart
Yes, only love can break your heart

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I dedicated this song to the one i loved but she's not my girl(maybe soon)
Enjoy it Deer, Only Love can break your heart

Be tough

Enjoy it dude

Sometimes today

I want you but you seemed gimme a cold shoulder. 
I was hopeless and i intend to stop this shit. 
I couldn't stay on this feelin,I gotta let go. 


Love, was all that you show me. 
Can't get YOU out of my mind. 
Was hopefully you felt the same way. 

Someday you'll find out the truth. 
But I might on my way to leave you. 
I deserve a happiness. I do. 


Everybody get hurted, but I tried to be nice.  
Everybody laughing, instead of weeping. 
Everybody was hopeless, but I kept myself on track. 
Everybody loves, everybody blames, each other.


The feeling.......... 

Won't hurt or even harm you.

190312

Hear that lonesome whippoorwill?
He sounds too blue to fly.
The midnight train is whining low:
I'm so lonesome I could cry.

I've never seen a night so long,
When time goes crawling by.
The moon just went behind a cloud,
To hide its face and cry.

Did you ever see a Robin weep,
When leaves begin to die?
That means he's lost his will to live.
I'm so lonesome I could cry.

Instrumental break.

The silence of a falling star,
Lights up a purple sky.
And as I wonder where you are,
I'm so lonesome I could cry.
I'm so lonesome I could cry.

you will be mine

Not cool LoL

i love spending my time with irregular activities such as doing a sudden plans. especially the challanging one. be fool and acting dumb. haha. as long as it makes me happy :) i don't give a shit of people say.
here's the way i am . the role i play. WHAT ?? forget it huh.

some of these pics was taken on New Year eve. Enjoy




Twilight #2012#  Tehee

Loud Enough

Sampai kapan kau akan menungguku
Sampai beruban dan waktu terus berlalu
Tidakkah kau bosan menyanyikan keluhan
Mengharap belas kasih atas mental pengangguran

Pasti ada cara untuk mencari uang
Pasti ada cara untuk bersenang senang
Badai pasti datang kita tak akan menang
Mengapa harus bimbang

Kita orang pintar dengan otak bersinar
Hanya perlu semangat untuk hidupi rakyat
Kita orang pintar dengan otak bersinar
Perlu lagu perang untuk membungkam setan

Nyanyikan lagu perang


Kamu berdendang lagu putus cinta mencari harapan kembali dengannya
Kamu kumandang kan syair keluguan mengharap keadilan di muka dunia

Keluguan menjerumuskan melukai teman tanpa kesadaran
Dan keluguan menjerumuskan melukai teman
Ikatkan diri pada kesengsaraan

Sampai kapan kau akan terus menunggu
Mendengarkan buaian lagulagu merindu
Dari seorang biduan yang punya banyak pasangan
Dari seorang pahlawan yang menambah garis kemiskinan
Dari seorang sastrawan yang menulis sejarah kebohongan
Dari seorang bersinar hitam yang mengaku dirinya Tuhan

Kita bukan penguasa kita rakyat jelata bekerja dan berdoa
Kita bangsa yang besar berdirilah yang tegar berdirilah yang tegar

Happy Family

My pop and mom.
They are the reason i survive today.

301211

This kid was trying to imitate what is called hand stand. But it did'nt seem perfect. Woohoooo . She was so sexy. But who cares ? kept trying